#&&. I still have very low hopes for it
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#my art#monkey d. luffy#one piece#dracule mihawk#sir crocodile#mihawk a little more moustachy and very OOC smile#the croc is from almost a year ago but i still find it neat#just normal drawings#hoping to draw less fanart and more original stuff this year. or at least really try to go out of my comfort zone#also plz no inappropriate comments about the croc#luffy and mihawk make good templates to experiment on. maybe cuz they're simple and shaped + wide brim hat#i seriously have a mihawk disease#i really like drawing low angles#i was looking at pics of tsurumi from GK and i was like mihawk could have a moustache like that#i think mihawk is the cutest guy in one piece.#April Edit: modified the luffy pic slightly. the shadow cutting off in the middle of his neck was bothering me for months
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part 5 (part 4)
#limbus company#lcb#library of ruina#textpost#shitpost#demian#sinclair#roland#angelica#don quixote#kromer#rodion#rodya#amuposting#ft. sinclair suffering#im not sure why roland's face sprites are so low res in the database#but they're very funny to me#also im not sure if some of these have been done before? apologies if they have#my collection of textposts has grown too large so now i wanted to post something for the first time in a while#idk if people still like these but i hope they brought you joy. in some form or another
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(zelda comic rough draft)
im still unable to draw anything ... except for really slowly getting the chapter 2 rough draft further for some reason, another screenshot from page 59
#ganondoodles#zelda#art#tloz#loz#demise#hylia#wip#now its almost the entire page i posted#but i dont think i need to keep any secrets ...#until this scene is painted i might have gone through 3 style changes again anyway lol#none of my test readers have been responding for a while#i worry not only about them but also about the comic ;O;#but i dont want to seem pushy or pressuring so im just kinda waiting nervously but patient bc they probably have better things to do#when im running low on motivation i tend to screenshot wips in hopes of getting a little bit of it back#and i havent been able to do anything else really#so ........................ q-q#even those wonky centaur sketches havent really done anything for me which is sad bc the idea itself is pretty cool#anyway i really like that first demise panel there#perhaps hes having a little too much fun fighting hylia considering shes still very much intending to seal him at some point#idk if its even clear whats happening .. much less without context xD
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Round 7
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#ok in the process of making this post but i need to say this: butterfly core IS SUPER GOOD#and while i don't like the music video that much (too much CGI for me)#i still picked that bc VALSHE's look in is *CHEF KISS*#something about the energy reminds me of annie lenox in the sweet dreams music video#as in: HOT AS FCK#so there you have it#also only 4 songs into this round and full of bangers... well good luck picking everyone i would have already lost this round#god so many of these are such big BANGERS#shuffle is truly evil#but BUT......... i have to admit if mune ga doki doki gets a very low amount of votes i will be very disappointed... the original banger...#really hoping that it'll win... bc that is the banger of our nation isn't it?#(sorry revive and all the rest of you... mune ga doki doki is special all right)#have fun everyone!#also adding the links of the other polls#and i will do that for all posts#for easier access#just haven'T had the time for it till now
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LOOK AT THE BOI!!!! THEY JUST ANNOUNCED IT!!!
I KNOWWWWWWW HE'S SO CUTE I NEED HIM IN MY HOUSE. BITING HIM BITING HIM BITING HIM
#and howdy's ad was so fucking funny#top tier advertisement im Sold#i love how he straight up Lies....#BUT ANYWAY WALLY PLUSH WALLY PLUSH#he looks so polite and sweet#illegal.... illegal!!!#i hope im able to get him!#im still not 100% sure of what my address will be in a month!#so im holding off on buying him since makeship doesnt ship out their stuff for a While after purchase#he's available for 21 days right???#im reading the countdown correctly??? im always worried im Not!#im very bad at reading numbers & quantifying time!#i also have a (very) low level migraine so im not entirely trusting that im seeing things correctly!#but oughhhhhh if i dont get him im gonna be Devastated#rambles from the bog#maybe later ill print out the worksheet to manually write out the 10% off code#some enrichment for myself... a Treat#NOOOO WAIT FUCK I JUST PACKED MY COLORED PENCILS#god damn it. will the suffering never end. can i catch One break please#well either way ill get him. maybe. hopefully#i can spare 30 bucks i think maybe.... well i kinda cant but im gonna spend it anyway#limited wally limited wally#i think i have enough time to learn what address to send him to#a present for future me!
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Holy shit i have the capability to draw things for my favourite fanfic authors!!!
Here’s a quick sketch for that lovely author who wrote that absolutely lovely vampire thorin fanfic inspired by wwdits
#the hobbit#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins#bagginshield#thilbo#gandalf#i may have realized that i can draw and gift stuff to my favourite fanfic authors#but i do not have the courage to tag them here#i may cry if the see this but i saw they were having a low mood earlier p#still out of country but i got my room now and i snuck in a bit of quick sketch for them#asdfghdkkdncjksknd im sorry i get very nervous interacting directly with people#i hope they see this the same way people used to put messages in bottles and throw them at sea#in the hopes that maybe someone woould read their message at the right time and know that despite the distance someone exists and cares#whoever you are reading these tags i hope you’re having s better day than you did a few hours from now#*virtual hug*#yknow maybe gandalf gave bilbo to thorin coz he thought they both needed a big hug or smthn#my art
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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if anyone was wondering, i'm doing fine after finding out our two fated individuals are dorming together i'm like so so okay, okay? 💚🩷 like totes fine definitely everything is good like no one is surprised but ohmygODDDDDDDDDDDD
#sbdjwjdjsjfjsjdjie like what are the odds what are the odds#not very low thats true but like REALLY???? DDHSJSH#hyunjin was so right they are fated lovebirds#lee know#han jisung#stray kids#stay week#minsung#skz log#does that mean they won't have to wait long to go on random food adventures together whenever they feel like it and be spontaneous#waahhhh i need a minho or a jisung damn bro that would be so sick thats like living with your bestie who also knows#that you just like chilling at home and doing nothing sometimes and is okay with it like whT??? thats so perfect#i hope they have fun i hope they all have fun aww#FHDDJJFD OMD LIVES?????#more jisung music with mINHO??????? IMMA FAINT WTH WTHW TH#like how wonwoo and mingyu just appear in each others' lives that will be our minsung??? AHHHHHHDHEHSHDH can you tell im a teeny bit excited#its been so long since jisung and minho even lived together like at least everyone else has well except i.n and channie but still woaahh
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Good Friends & Good People
#Tuvok#Seven of Nine#my wife headcanons Tuvok as having bpd as well#but I wanted to stick to things that are very clear or stated in canon#ummmm yeah. them <3#st voyager#st voyager art#bea art tag#Seven of Nine art#Tuvok art#people with heavily stigmatized symptoms & disorders being shown as safe responsible and integral parts of their community....<3#<- things the writers did not intend but I will pry from their work#Tuvok specifically having low empathy & violent intrusive thoughts yet still being shown to be a kind person and loving father/husband......#umm.........................................................<3<3 something about hope
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listening to what my mom and my older sister's advices to a friend of them regarding her son and I'm here like
Holy cow on a motorbike, you both fricking suck so much at this, how am I a functional person
#if it weren't because my opinon is worth nothing for them i would say something and intervene but with my family i try my best to just#low my head and pretend to no exist lmao#that poor friend of them i just hope she doesn't listen to them at all that teen clearly needs some talking and psychologist#i will never miss being a teen#i had so very little freedom at all i would feel more free at school and try to stay at school more than to arrive home early#and now as an adult theyre still hella controlling but at least i have#some slightly more room to do stuff my own so to speak as a teen my first thoughts always are how little liberty i had and it sucks#vent
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i need a smarter star wars fan to explain something to me. in ep6 of acolyte yesterday when first ship jumped into hyperspace and the other immediately showed up, if the first ship didnt jump just then, would they have collided
#the acolyte spoilers#star wars#the acolyte#my mum and i are still wondering about it in a mocking way#since they killed jeckie i have very low hopes okay
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all i can think about is that i am going as L for halloween. I AM GOING AS L FOR HALLOWEEN EEE.
#🍂 arian's shit#l lawliet#death note#it'll be very shitty and low effort but still#all i will be wearing is a pair of skinny jeans (i don't even own them baggy) and a white long sleeved shirt which I can hopefully find#under 10 dollars from five below#the shirt I'll try to find in a size that's bigger than me#makeup also virtually nothing at all#probably some foundation for that paleness and eyeliner for the dark circles#my hair i will have to wear it long and kinda ruffle it up#long haired version of L that's it#NOTHING ELSEEE#i do hope people at school notice and draw attention to ittt#WHAT JF THERE WAS SOMEONE DRESSED UP AS LIGHTTT#SOCIAL ANXIETY BE DAMNED I WILL BE SHOUTING TO THEM LIKE#HAS THERE EVER BEEN A POINT WHERE YOUVE TOLD THE TRUTH???#please please please praying to God someone shows up dressed as light#even better if they would like us to act together and do light-L shenanigans all day LIKE IMAGINE AAAAAAA#i am getting ahead of myself. my outfit is going to be so shitty literally nobody will be able to tell if I am even in costume or not#BUT STILL. DRESSING UP IS GOING TO BE FUNNN#mutuals if they dm me can get photos after the day is done :DD#AAA WHY CAN'T HALLOWEEN COME QUICKERRR#something about death and a notebook. or whatever. she dies of diarrhea in three minutes.
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hi everyone :’) i havent been on tumblr much lately because i am 1) not watching anything and 2) still dealing with the effects of a bunch of fun medical stuff! i am doing ok but my body hates me so so so much lately. i have the energy and ability(?) to do only a few very specific things right now (play elden ring, let youtube forcefeed me kpop videos, languish) and that does not include watch show or make gif or even write no matter how much i might want to. so. this is how it is haha. miss u guys
#it feels silly to make a post like this when im still on here nearly every day but i Feel disconnected. yknow#like i rb something once a day. i hardly talk to my mutuals. idk#i post vaguely often about my Medical Situation but. i think it might be good if i clarify so#this year since april ive been dealing with a sudden and long-term resurgence of pain that ive had before#originally we thought it was ovarian cysts (which ive been troubled by before)#but that got ruled out mostly. so#my doctor ‘diagnosed’ it as endometriosis (note quotes; it’s apparently not possible to diagnose endo without a surgery which i havent had)#(and so this is just an educated guess on her part and on mine. but a decent one)#i went on hormone meds for that which dont seen to be working for the endo but do regulate other things#but that significantly worsened my depression#so im on ssris now#theres also some other issues with me i dont care to disclose here#and its really just been A Lot#right now the ssris are on a very low dose but they are making me brutally dizzy and nauseous also.#i keep trying to be optimistic and then i get dunked on. but i will keep hoping#it will pass but fuck could it pass faster#rowan chatter#i have actually managed to write some despite all this. but show watching has fallen to the wayside
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Hewwo everybody! first of all: happy Juneteenth to all my African American friends! Second, I have update on the semifinals: i am traveling for a convention (anime ohio) and don’t have access to a computer, so semifinals will go up next weekend, not this weekend. Had a lot of stuff going on including con crunching so I kinda.. forgor to make the next bracket round….. so it will have to wait til I get back. sorry. Please be patient with me 🥲
#I have been very busy and stressed bc I ALSO have to prepare to move for grad school#had somewhat of a meltdown yesterday#anyway. I’m at booth 1225 if any of y’all will be there 👁️👁️#kinda annoyed I got put into the second artist room#I have terrible luck with table placements but whatever. 😒#hoping it will still be good#at least my costs are low so I’m pretty much guaranteed to breakeven at the very least#edit: the con was good :D#made a lot of monies and everyone was super nice#also hilariously I ran into someone from college who I knew and who was also tabling#I was wearing my school hat as I was coming in and it was like a homing becon apparently#literally the Spider-Man pointing meme#anyway#wanna go again next year but it will be more difficult to travel cuz of school and stuff#and I won’t be able to steal my parents cars 😔😔😔#or leave my cat with them for the weekend#will see what happens
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I wanna frough up
#ideal scenario: I get hives overnight and cannot go to my math exam tomorrow#would that cause a couple of other issues? more than a couple but I think it’s the only way out tbh#and then while getting treated for hives I learn all of vector calc flawlessly#perfect plan goodnight everybody#it’s fine it’s fine I have all of 9:15 to 11am minus walking time to learn all of vector calc#so it’s fine and I’m not gonna throw up#just me stuff#delete later#sorrr my as per usual wgen im stressed this is my 1 vent place and I love to sum up my suffering in reaction image#I think the low poly pigeon really captures the nauseous and dread#the way I’m thinking of it is like this: my brain is a hamster wheel#and my hamster has been running very fast for the whole semester#then last week sometime my hamster stopped running#but the wheels still spinning and the hamsters stuck on the side with no hope of getting up because of the g forces#Is that what flux is used for in physics??????? idk I don’t get it#anyways the hamster isn’t perfect or doesn’t always spin the wheel im the right direction#but at least when it’s running I can do things#I feel like I can barely do anything right as of late#anyways goodnight#I need to go to bed I have a vector calc exam in the morning#let’s see if I actually sleep
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ur post about queerbaiting and the dismissal of people in fandom to critical analysis is so incredibly true thank you. i feel like marcille's writing in the anime has been super misogynistic a lot of the time and every time i bring this up all anyone wants to say is "well maybe this isn't for you! and you shouldn't watch the show!" like. i don't think this is about taste lmao, i am analyzing the text in front of me and coming to conclusions about the craft of it.
[This is in reference to this post]
YES!!! THANK YOU!!!!!
It is so so frustrating!!!!
It's like being at a restaurant and being served a bunch of delicious appetizers, but then one of the bread appetizers is literally just a plate of crumbs; and then when you're like, "Hey, uhh, why are we being served literal crumbs?", a bunch of the other folks eating at the restaurant are like,
"WELL HOW ABOUT YOU JUST DON'T EAT HERE THEN??!? YOU MUST NOT BE THAT HUNGRY, SO JUST FIND ANOTHER RESTAURANT AND DON'T EAT WITH US!!"
And maybe they say it politely, but "Aw, sorry, maybe this restaurant just isn't for you 💖" is just trading out an aggressive dismissive tone for a patronizing dismissive tone. It's the same message.
And it's like! I was honestly happy to move on from the crumbs once my complaint was acknowledged because the meal overall is still delicious, but then all these folks got SUPER WEIRD AND DEFENSIVE ABOUT IT, so now I find myself double-checking all the other dishes -- and, actually, you know what those eggs DO look a Iittle misogynistic undercooked!!!!
#original#queerbaiting#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#falin x marcille#marcille x falin#marcille donato#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi marcille#listen i like marcille but u r right she is basically there to be a wet blanket a LOT of the time and that is a sexist trope#i think the bar is super super low for female characters in adventure anime and the lack of constant ogling maybe makes the female#characters feel better written than they are. i mean falin basically has no personality. she's got an innocent heart but that's nothing.#and i think these conversations are worth having bc no piece of media is perfect and this is how we learn to do better#also like. I've seen media criticisms that make me go 'oh you straight up should reserve commentary bc you#haven't watched the show and you're wrong' or 'i see what you're saying but you are simply incorrect' but like#i don't think I'd tell someone to just NOT watch Hazbin Hotel bc they have a bad take - and certainly not bc they have accurately#pinpointed a real flaw about the show (of which there are more than a few but frankly not what became the biggest subject of Disc Horse)#Angel is actually an amazing character & i think people mistook a criticism on the way abuse is glamourized as actually glamourizing abuse#like his song about abuse is called Poison and he's trapped in an abusive performance contract - bringing to mind Britney Spears#i think it is a wildly triggering and painful scene but i think a lot of people took the pain it gave them to mean it was bad art#but tbh they are still allowed to eat at the table if they so choose!!!#sorry i got sidetracked - as an abuse survivor Angel just matters a lot to me. i have a couple serious criticisms of vivziepop's work but#Angel is very much not one of them#also in regards to the actual subject of this post i think the most audacity of the responses i got was the one that said#that by complaining about queerbaiting I was 'de-incentivizing writers to write any interaction b/t women that could look even a little gay#and I'm just like. good. I hope they stop writing entirely. if the takeaway from 'please don't sell me bread and then serve me crumbs' is#'WELL NOW I JUST WON'T BAKE ANY BREAD PRODUCT' then that person is a bad chef. they should find a different job.#or at least do a whole lot of work on themselves. but either way i wouldn't be too broken up to know i won't be getting any food from them.#'just leave then' is so obviously a gut reaction defense mechanism & it implies media criticism should only be for things you don't like
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